Politics 101

The female Pakistani politician has been assassinated. It is sad. It's always sad when you hear about politicians being assassinated. I personally am not a fan of politicians but I do believe some of them do care about the people and not just their bank accounts. Unfortunately it is the ones who are worthy of our votes are the target for assassination. The world is not kind on honest people. We like chaos. God forbid anyone ever restores peace to the world. How else will the corrupt grow richer?

So, what have we learned today? If you plan to change the world and make it a better place, be prepared to get shot.

Pretty boys blues

I'm crap at flirting. I wish I was exaggerating but seriously, sometimes I'm like why in the hell did u not just shut up and smile instead?!

When a guy asks if I have a boyfriend, I say no. So far so good. It's when they ask why that it becomes a problem. I have no idea how to explain that I am looking for someone but I'm not desperate for one. In most cases I either end up sounding like I'm a lesbian or that I scare men away.

I need help!

Ok, I'll be an engineer cos everyone else is one!

I can't believe someone would actually ask me to talk to her 17 year old daughter who wants to do chem eng...u know, as an experienced person who can probably give her daughter good advice. I find it hilarious but of course, me being the polite person that I am, I agreed to talk to her.

My first instinct was to grab her by the shoulders and scream "DON'T DO ITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT". I really wanted to. Especially after I asked why she wanted to do engineering and she replied "oh cos all my siblings are doing eng". Oh dear.

I told her the truth. I said it's hard but if u have interest, it should be ok. It's not impossible to do well, just not easy. But boy was that girl naive. It made me wonder if I was like that when I was 17. I probably was. I thought ok, I did well in school, how hard can uni be? HAH! Try VERY! When I was 17, I knew to study and to do well. I didn't think do I really like this subject? Do I want to be looking at numbers for the rest of my life? I just knew I had to get A's and that was it. On top of that you have other things going on in your life that might distract u. Sure there were boys in school but as u get older u meet way more complicated ones. Or rather more odd ones. Or maybe I got complicated. Either ways, it ain't good! You start questioning everything and when that happens, u're basically screwed.

I've been confused as to what I'm trying to achieve with my life for a few years now. I still have no answers. But I know one thing. Do not do chem eng!

New Age Flirting

Girl meets guy. Things go well. Then girl flies thousands of miles away for 3 months. But thanks to MSN, they can still talk to each other. There is one flaw though; time difference. It's only 3 hours but girl usually wakes up mid-afternoon and by then guy would have gone out to have lunch. Pffttt. Also, guy works so he can't be online all the time.

Girl is sad. Girl does not like this circumstances. But there's nothing girl can do. Girl wishes there were more interesting men in Malaysia to distract her. Unfortunately, there are none.

Oh sleepless nights.

I thought the sleepless nights would end when I get my results but nooooooooo.....

I think what's been keeping me awake now is the thought of going back for final year. It's terrifying. I am already struggling so much at the moment. Final year's gonna be the hardest. Even my friends who had been doing well all this while were struggling so I can only imagine what hell I would be going through. And just the thought of having to work harder than I already am......It's just overwhelming. It's hard enough forcing myself to do the amount of work I've been doing. But I somehow have to. I don't know how but I will hopefully figure it out.

Same ol Same ol

Why oh why am I doing Engineering?!

It's been 4 years. What have I learned so far? Let's see:

- I panic in the exam hall which is bad because it's usually a do-or-die paper. U fail the paper u fail subject.
- Chemical engineers think they are the smartest people in the world so you sometimes deal with lecturers who doesn't understand why u're in the course cos u're stupid.

Pffttttttttt. Me no likey.

Greetings, earthlings!

Hello to all....

I've decided that this is more fun than Xanga.

I am currently hatching plans to persuade the parents to let me go on two trips AND buy me a new laptop.

Any ideas?