bitches' day out

the trio were reunited. pavilion was the playground of choice. we terrorized beauty counters, armed with million and one questions as well as endless requests for samples. some entertained us with enthusiasm, some we knew wished they could poke our eyes with eyeliners. nevertheless, we did not torture them without reason. we each walked out with shopping bags after we tormented the cashier with the issue of gift vouchers before paying.

we ended the day by gulping down a delicious chocolate something. i took one bite of it and did not care to ask if it was meant to be a cake or a tart or even a souffle. all i knew was it was pretty damn good. it was the perfect way to end what i think was the best day i had in months.

BLuek

Bluek.

That's how I feel.

I used to get excited waiting for his email or waiting for him to come online. Now that it has stopped, I have nothing to look forward to anymore. I'm not actually sad. I knew nothing good would come out of it given the circumstances. Perhaps just disappointed at the fact that I was right all along but kept hoping maybe I was wrong. Oh well. It's nothing new.

It's a sad,sad world

I haven't heard from him for over 2 weeks now. We all know what that means. I'm quite sad actually. I thought things were going pretty well. I don't blame him. The distance makes it a lot easier to forget.